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| THE MOON CHILDREN
There is a young prince, son of a king and queen who rule a nation on a plateau that sits about three thousand feet above the sea. Between the towns of the plateau and the sea below are sheer cliff walls. Like everyone in the kingdom, the young prince grew up with stories about the Goddess of Love who, the culture believed, lived in the moon. The prince and the culture he lived in believed that the mysteries of the night, of loving, of childbirth, and even of the tides were secrets of the moon. Like all young
men of the kingdom, he had grown up waiting for the day he would play
his part in the moonlight. Like everyone in his kingdom, he had stood
on the cliff's edge looking down at the water, seeing the track of the
moon on the water, wondering what great powers could be his if only
he could touch it there, on the water. The legends of his people called
the track of the moon on the water Aluna. The legends of his people,
legends that had been passed down for centuries, told of a young prince
who would one day climb down the terrible cliff to the ocean's edge
and there discover a way to touch the track of the moon on the water?to
touch Aluna, the Goddess of Love. When Aluna is touched by the young
prince, so the legends said, the curse of life would be removed from
the kingdom: no more drought, no more disease, no more death, no more
suffering. But, as he ought to be, he is afraid. Many young men, some his peers, most of previous generations, have climbed down the cliff to the ocean. None have ever returned. The king and queen are frightened too. The prince has asked his father for permission to make the journey. His father has refused his permission, more than once. The prince has gone to his mother, and she, too, has refused, even more frightened for his safety than her husband. If you even try to make the journey, his father has threatened, we will disown you. The prince comes away from the cliff's edge and goes back to the castle. He has made a decision. He finds his mother and tells her he will go despite what his parents say. She tries to convince him not to. But she can see he is determined. She can do nothing to stop him. She wants to go to her husband and get him to force her son to stay, but the prince tells her if she does that he will never speak to her again. Without her husband's knowledge, she packs her son a pack, filled with necessities. Begging him not to go, she sees her son off that night. The kingdom hears of the prince's rebellion, and some of the braver souls, who do not fear the king's wrath, make a small bonfire and a celebration at the cliff's edge. The prince puts the pack on his back, and as dawn breaks, he says his goodbyes and begins the climb down the sheer cliff: As he climbs, his father is still nowhere to be seen. His mother's tears echo in his ears. In his mother's backpack, the prince has hidden a small ornament his father gave him years ago when he was a boy?something to remember his father by. It is heavy, made of gold. Already the climb is difficult. The voices at the top of the cliff recede, and the wind and the cries of seagulls pierce his ears. For the first time in his life, his mother's and father's world behind him, he feels a strange and powerful aloneness. The climb gets more and more difficult. As his first day of climbing ends, his muscles feel like jelly. And that night, unlike most nights, there is no moon. He cannot continue climbing, for he can see nothing. He can only remain fastened by trembling fingers and toes to the side of the cliff. This is the case the next night as well. By the end of the following day, he has climbed perhaps two thirds of the way down. He has thrown off all the weight he could?all the tools he carried, all heavy clothing, even the items in his mother's pack. He hangs onto the gold ornament his father gave him, his mother's pack (though it is empty), and just the barest clothing. That night he again hangs to the side of the cliff by tiny juts of rock, delirious from lack of sleep, his muscles ready to give up at any moment. But the next day comes, and he manages to climb down further. He falls onto the sand at the bottom of the cliff, collapsing in exhaustion and relief. He sees the bones of other young men who have fallen. He crawls to the water's edge and falls asleep. When he wakes up, it is dusk. He is sore, still trembling, but touched by joy. Like all young men, he has no doubt he will be able to achieve his goals, touch Aluna, and find his future, and very soon. But as he sits at the water's edge, watching the moon rise, as he watches darkness shroud the ocean and Aluna appear shimmering on the water's surface, he sees no way to get out to the track of the moon on the water. He gets up, walks around. He explores the beach, looking for enough driftwood for a raft. There is not enough. The more he explores, the more he knows he cannot swim out to the track of the moon on the water. He sees no evidence of other young men on the beach, no matter how far to the east or west he walks. They must have swum out and never comeback. The sharks will have gotten them, or the sheer arduousness of the swim. Hearing something to his left, he turns to see a traveler coming towards him. This is definitely not someone from his own kingdom. He hails the traveler, tells him his mission, asks if the traveler has seen others like him. Have they been successful at communing with Aluna? "Of course," the traveler responds. "It's not hard to touch the track of the moon on the water. Not hard at all. But it will hurt a little." And the traveler gives instructions. "Through your arduous efforts, you have climbed down into a land of fantasy. You now have certain powers; what you imagine will be so. In order to get Aluna's attention, you must close your eyes and bring to your vision all the women you have known?your mother, your sisters, women you have seen, girls and women whose fine company you have enjoyed. As you bring them to your mind, they will appear here on this beach. You must then take a knife, which you will imagine, and cut off all their hair. Once you've done that, throw their hair on the water. It will form into a net. The net will slowly move out to Aluna and entrap her light and bring it back here to shore. Can you do that?" The prince nods. This makes some sense. How can he attract or entrap Aluna if so many other women still occupy his mind? He must cut off their hair. He must show Aluna he knows she is the supreme and only Goddess. The prince closes
his eyes. He imagines his mother, his sisters, a girl friend, others.
When he opens his eyes, they each appear. The traveler is gone. The
prince tries to speak to his friends and family, tell them what he has
to do. They stand mute, without resistance. He knows their hearts are
hurt as he cuts their hair, but he has no choice. As he cuts the hair
off each girl and woman, she disappears. The prince is sitting
at the water's edge, the hair all around him. He is hurt, ashamed, unable
to call back the women. He does not know what to do. Then he hears a
voice saying, "Ho there!" He opens his eyes. It's another
traveler, coming from the other direction. This traveler sits down next
to him. "Well, what
happened?" the prince asks, irritated. "Why didn't the net
work?" Eagerly, the prince
listens as the traveler describes what he must do. "In this land
of fantasy, you have exquisite powers. To embrace Aluna, you must reach
your hand deep into your chest, pull your heart out of the cage it rests
in, and hold it in your palm in front of you. Aluna will see, by your
actions, that you are capable not only of holding her supreme above
other women, but also you are capable of giving your whole heart to
her. When you hold your heart out to her, she will come for it, and
take it, and you will have succeeded in your goal. Now close your eyes. He plunges his
hand into his chest. Amazingly, his hand pushes through his flesh, like
a fist through soft ground. He wraps his hand around his heart and pulls
it out. He holds it out to the moon in his hand, feeling it pulse there. The prince, you'll remember, had cut off the women's hair, felt the moment of bliss, been disappointed. He has tried pulling his heart out of his chest; he has felt the moment of bliss, but again it doesn't last and doesn't bring him any closer to the Goddess of Love. He feels angry, afraid, numb. Into these feelings
comes a third traveler. The prince hears him coming but does not even
look at him. The traveler sits down next to him. "I understand how you feel," the traveler offers. "Hear me out. I have sat where you sit. I know you are angry and hurt. But your ordeal is almost over. On the quest for real love," the traveler says, "you are put through tests. The first will always be evil and hurtful to others, the second will. be hurtful to you. None of my brothers has been wrong. You came to this place a naive young man. You did not know the extent of your powers. My brothers have shown you the extent of your powers. My brothers have shown you how to hurt others and how to hurt yourself. Now I will show you how to achieve what you came to achieve, for now you are ready." The prince silently vows not to be naive again. He does not jump at the chance to hear clever advice from this third traveler. "Leave me alone," he says, "I'll find my own way. "I'll leave you," the traveler says, rising to go. "But when you can't find your own way do this simple thing, bend down to the water's edge and drink. This is a land of fantasy. You can drink the water until you have drunk the whole ocean into yourself. The track of the moon on the water will then be within you. Think about it." And the traveler is gone. The prince sits
and stares at the moon, at its white reflection on the water. He thinks:
Could this traveler actually be right? Isn't it worth at least trying
his advice? What can it hurt? What if I could really drink all the water
and get Aluna to come into me, to be a part of me? The prince feels powerful for a long moment. He feels filled up and complete in a way he never has before. He knows Aluna is in him now. What a feeling that is! Oh, the moment lasts! Then something
begins to happen?a feeling of terrible bloating. The moment of ecstasy
is passing too quickly, passing into a feeling of explosion. The prince
tries to hold the water, but it comes flooding out. It pours back into
the ocean bed. Finally, he sits
back down. He was so close, so close. The prince looks down in the water and sees reflections of his parents. He wishes his father was the kind of man who could have given him permission to make this journey and some gifts that would help him know what to accomplish and how to accomplish it. He wishes his mother were with him now to take care of him, for she has always loved him and always will. She is the only person he has ever really trusted. Especially after what the travelers have done to him, he thinks maybe she's the only person he will ever trust. He weeps for his
father and mother. He weeps for his loneliness. ?The prince stares out
at the track of the moon on the water. To be a man, he senses now, is
to be alone. The dwarf greets him and sits down. In a rasping, old man's voice the dwarf asks, "What are you doing here?" "Don't you know?" the prince answers. "All the others have known. " The dwarf shakes his head, moving his hands in the sand like a child making a sand castle. He forms a turret, he sculpts a wall, saying nothing. "You really don't know?" The prince can't believe it. The dwarf shakes his head. "I was just walking up this beach and saw you sitting here so sadly. I thought I would try to help. What are you doing here?" This dwarf must have no fantastical powers, the prince thinks, if he doesn't even know why I'm here. The dwarf isn't really worth talking to. But the prince begins to talk. He doesn't think at first that he'll really say much, but in his sadness and loneliness he tells the dwarf everything: how he set out to remove the curse of life from the kingdom; how he met three travelers; how he did what they said but nothing worked; how he feels he's lost his soul; how the track of the moon on the water still remains far from him. "If this is love," he tells the dwarf, "I want none of it." The dwarf nods. "I see. Now your mission is to touch the track of the moon on the water, yes?" The prince nods. "And why don't
you swim out to the track of the moon?" the dwarf asks. The dwarf stands up to go. "I am not the wisest of men," he says, "but it seems to me you will never accomplish your goal here on this beach. You have two choices, but only you can make them: climb back up to the kingdom, or swim out toward Aluna. Not all the young men have died, I can tell you that. You'll find most of them on islands out there." "They must have died," the prince exclaims, seeing no islands on the horizon. "The curse of life has never been removed from my father's kingdom." "Nor will it ever be. Love is not the remedy of all pain and fear. Your father's prophecy was wrong. If you seek love, you must swim. To swim, you will have to throw off that backpack, for it will weigh you down. You will have to throw out that gold ornament, too, for it will weigh you down. All the powers you need are now within you." This is a strange
and different song. Throw off his mother's backpack? Throw his father's
gold away? Swim out into the water where all is unknown and dangerous? The prince watches his back until it disappears up the beach. The prince knows
he cannot climb back up to his parents' world. What is left but to swim
out? Maybe there are islands out there he just can't see from here. He slides into the water. He begins his swim. After a few strokes he pauses, treads water, looks out toward the horizon. How strange! There are islands. And they are within swimming distance! Why couldn't he see them from shore? He sees villages, ports, other swimmers. He swims hard toward one of the islands. Getting closer to it, he sees people coming to the beach to welcome him. Very close now, he recognizes an uncle, and another, and other young men from his village. The swimming, although it exhausts him, excites him. He finds he has magic in him, magic in the form of constantly renewed strength to swim. Safe, he drags
himself up onto the beach. He is embraced by his relatives. He hears
about the men's experiences with the travelers, and how they had to
swim out in the end. He hears about many young men who never made it
to, the island?some still wandering far down the beach, some trying
to climb back up the cliff and falling, some swimming out in fear, losing
their strength, and drowning. That night, as a welcoming ceremony, a great dance is held. All the people on the island dance in the moonlight and welcome the prince into his new world. |